I've got discovery tummy- that incredible burning, churning belly ache which can only come from your heart beating so ferociously it's knocking your stomach off its hinges. A feeling like this only comes from finding something big- something that leaves you with a knot in the pit of your stomach forged from excitement, uncertainty, hope, fear, confidence, purpose...
It keeps you up at night. It subsides then returns only stronger at inconvenient times. It leaves you beaming while sitting alone on the fourth row of your Philosophy class, or keeps you distracted with racing thoughts rather than studying for Physiology.
And as much as it terrifies you. You love it.
oh my gosh andrea, you have a way with words! it is amazing, i totally know what you are feeling and saying and meaning by how you describe it! its purely brilliant! love ya! and i hope that philosophy class is with kleiner! :)
ReplyDeleteLOVE this. Dude lets double ASAP. I miss your face too much. Plus I just keep thinking about you and I promise I'm all smiles at your life right now. I love it to pieces. ps you are a wonderful writer.
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